Doomsday

If I survive tomorrow, I will have survived hell.

...

I'm not even sure how I'm supposed to react.
Tomorrow I will be receiving my study score for my Year 12 subject I completed in advance.

I feel I will be posting a lengthy, passionate, slightly-distressed post about life tomorrow. I can feel it.

To be honest I wasn't even feeling the least bit stressed until my good friend decided to message me this:

PATTY! I KNOW YOU GOTTA BE NERVOUS ABOUT TMR AND HAVE A HORRIBLE SLEEPLESS NIGHT. BUT STILL, I HOPE YOU DO TRY TO SLEEP. RELAX, BREATHE, DON'T THINK AND SLEEEEEEEP! TMR'S RESULT IS NOT A BIG DEAL, NOBODY WILL ASK YOU WHAT'S YOUR METHOD'S SCORE IN 10 YRS TIME (WELL, NOT EVEN 5 YRS..) YES, PARENT'S EXPECTATION AND PEERSSSS PRESSURE ARE GOTTA BE HARSH AND UNFAVOURABLE - TAKE IT EASY!!!! THEY AREN'T GOING TO REALLY KILL YOU OR MAKE YOU DIE SO DON'T PANIC TOO MUCH. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT REST. IM GOTTA SLEEP SOON AS WELL. NIGHTS xx

I just love this kid to bits and appreciate this consideration for my feelings. This message was so out of the blue too. The last time we messaged each other was about a month ago.

I'm feeling.. faint. I've been so chill up until now that I even signed up for my results to be texted to me 2 mins before the cut-off time. WOW.

Okay guys, I'll... just wish me the best of luck.

I gotta admit I feel really pissed though seeing as I put SO much effort into this subject and managed to badly screw up the 2 exams that would make or break my result.

Toodles. (what am I even saying-)